Painting By Numbers

I can be happy in sadness I just can't be happy in love I can find comfort in madness He's like an old friend I can't rise above... And I can be I can be I can be So unhappy I could say I could say Every glass appears half empty to me... But today But today That's not who I want to be I'm painting by numbers And I want some calm in my comfort I want some bounce in my brain I want to stand behind one thought And stop all this looking for blame Don't do bright And don't do breezy So I stick with What comes easy I just want some cream on my corn flakes I want to sugar my tea I just want to stop all this torment I want to do something that's nice for me and... And I could be I could be I could be So unhappy I could say I could say Every glass appears half empty to me But today But today That's not who I want to be... So I'm painting by numbers Painting by numbers