this is my love song
my great and secret show
my pornographic confession
emblems of the season of fury
flash and wobble and jar
i toss and scream
i shake and yell
i weep and curse
like a madman
i can't sleep
i strip myself naked of my words
i lay them bare for all of you to see
more whimper then fury
for the world to listen, watch and laugh
i toss and scream...
i mumble the words
i do not understand
figures appear at go at no will
i toss and scream...
i'm still in controll of my mind
(lead: mauser)
so many voices
in my head
none of them can replace yours
i toss and scream...
fever drums the war song in my brain
perfect memory of time and place is a curse
savage god raises his hand
in the fields of rape in my head
