A New Me

I open my eyes and look around at the place I am at I analyze it I realize it is not the place for me to be I see more So I look up Past the darkness, past the pain, past the hurt, past the rain Clouds that keep me over cast, threatening down pour upon my poor soul I pray this storm brewing, stewing within, Wouldn't catch me unprepared. Its weird I know But I got this feeling that this ceiling I am under will protect me then I think And in my final deduction I realize this construction of bad habits My ugly little rabbits that hide under Will keep me locked in a jail spelt fail forever protected from the Rain So I get up from where I'm laying, staying, delaying, always saying I will but never willing myself to do and I do the impossible I stop this emotional war All my battles are won Get up off this mental floor Reach for the door that opens to Me. Beautiful and alive Cause whosoever said that I was great... was Right... Is right... and will always be right I am!!! But wait, don't put your hands together just yet. Listen... Listen to the calm It's the way our universe applauds A new Me