Happy Feelingz

Lately, my luck has taken a turn for the worse I used to ride in luxury, now I'm headed for a hearse At least it feels that way, my day-to-day is full of sufferin' My headaches they be relieved by asprin or bufferin' Am I tougher then my problems? I'd like to think so But every time I try to rise all I do is sink slow Like I'm out in the Pacific and my vessel capsized Seems like I been going through it since I got baptized "It's the Jesus I can feel him all up in my bones" 'Cause he be givin me game on how to live my life long Can't forget about the angels in the psychiatric center Helpin' me to feel like I'm a winner Got me takin' Lexapro, just so I can improve my mood It got me feelin' like a giant though obstacles better move Or get flattened in the the process of me reachin' to the top Y'all know that I'm the cream of the crop and all my people say Get yo' ass up out my way, Satan I got a mansion, robe, and a crown waitin' Never again will you catch me livin' in sin 'Cause when the pearly gates open I wanna be steppin' in Get yo' ass up out my way, Satan I got a mansion, robe, and a crown waitin' I do away with you devil so I can make it to the top And remain sane even when a nigga dealin' with a lot I'm all alone but guess what, that's alright Facin' fears and producin' tears, that's all-night See I'm a grown man, but I still cry sometimes 'Cause I'm a sponge soakin' up pain, tryna come out the rain I been doin right all my life and still sufferin' While murderers and crooks out here bubbilin', I need a break So many decisions to make, I can't concentrate 'Cause everybody in my life is so fake All the years that I wasted, lovin' and tryna build With somebody who was never even feelin' me fo' real I thought I had a family, but out the window it went With all my legal problems and all this beefin' with thirty cents I'm a loner, pill on the post Solo on the corner Bitch don't know nothin' 'bout Joseph She just want Z-Ro to bone her But I'm old school, 'til I'm in my burial plot I just need a lady to dig me when I'm dealin' with a lot Get yo' ass up out my way, Satan I got a mansion, robe, and a crown waitin' Never again will you catch me livin' in sin 'Cause when the pearly gates open I wanna be steppin' in Get yo' ass up out my way, Satan I got a mansion, robe, and a crown waitin' I do away with you devil so I can make it to the top And remain sane even when a nigga dealin' with a lot There aint no happy feelingz in the air So lately I been searchin' for happiness through my prayers Holy father, can you hear me when I'm down on my knees? I need a bridge over troubled water, save me please I'm just a lost soul, tryna find his way back home Everything I love has been taken away from me Now I'm alone but it's all good Tell me when the sun gon' shine On this nothing ass motherfucking life of mine Mama, it been twenty years since I seen yo' face Do me a favor, ask god if I'm included in his grace 'Cause I'm feelin abandoned like the last man standing So much poverty and pain this aint the way that I planned it All I wanted was to make a lil' money and split Take care my people and grow old with grandchildren and shit I'm still happy, even if my cases don't get dropped And remain sane even when a nigga dealin' with a lot Get yo' ass up out my way, Satan I got a mansion, robe, and a crown waitin' Never again will you catch me livin' in sin 'Cause when the pearly gates open I wanna be steppin' in Get yo' ass up out my way, Satan I got a mansion, robe, and a crown waitin' I do away with you devil so I can make it to the top And remain sane even when a nigga dealin' with a lot