in silence

Tell me why my heart aches so bad, Feels like darker than darkness. Myriad of sleepless nights and unforgettable smiles. My frustration from not reaching, weakness of my heart. I chose my dream over you but it is painful, why? What a hell, I always tend to have bad feelings, bad habits. Did I make a wrong selection? Did I see dull dream? Why I think back to then, I just miss you so much. Thinking of you deeper and deeper, my heart is aching. In silence, in silence, "It's still my dream, never changing." Kept saying to myself, kept screaming everytime until today. Where should I go? What should I do? How can I get rid of this noisy pain? Don't stand in my way. I have got no time. Don't get me confused any more. It is gonna be another sleepless night... Tell me why my heart aches so bad, Feels like darker than darkness. Myriad of sleepless nights and unforgettable smiles. My frustration from not reaching, weakness of my heart. I chose my dream over you but it is painful, why? In silence, in silence, "It's still my dream, never changing." Kept saying to myself, kept screaming everytime until today. Where should I go? What should I do? How can I get rid of this noisy pain? Don't stand in my way. I have got no time. Don't get me confused any more. Where should I go? What should I do? How can I get rid of this noisy pain? It is gonna be another sleepless night...