Paranoid Joy

Paranoid joy I'm the decoy Paranoid joy I always disappoint Paranoid joy I can't avoid Oh boy Gambling to manage, trying to fathom my expense Under estimates drop and I'm still left in debt Waiting for the ideal dream to come along and please my needs A lifestyle lenient enough to carry out my unplanned strategy Stressing 'bout the future and what it holds Can't foresee myself living untied From this railroad I'm convinced I will fall apart before I can mold Situated with a sickness at the thought of a retirement home Strangling my crown, I guess it's the process of becoming bold Sweat beads as these predictions start to unfold Recognize your obligations and take notes Otherwise your assumptions will remain Unsolved Paranoid joy I'm the decoy Paranoid joy I always disappoint Paranoid joy I can't avoid Oh boy