Take me on a train or send me helpless on a wave that i cant hang with
I need something new i need something i cant think i cant create
Its all the same i'm in love with everything that brought me
Closer to hell and closer to all that scares me in my head
So i pack all my things start tracing arrows with my brain but i just
Stay oh i always stay my feet barely touch the ground i'm alive but i can't tell
Throw me out of town might as well might as well
Burn the whole place down might as well might as well
Then i start naming names and start scratching down who i've replaced with red and brown
I'm so caught up with myself i can't see the people around who've kept me up
And held me down and filled my head with pills and crowns i can't forget
So i draw a line and start splitting names like a pesting vine
I don't carry silence in my head so easy,
Free and careless like i once did now things have
Never been so built up like a dam and i'm this
Close to finding somewhere else to live so i don't die
Silence i can't begin to tell you how much i've come to miss you where have the people
Chained you and left you for dead
Patience i can't begin to tell you how much i've come to miss you where have the people
Chained you and left you for dead
Kindness i can't begin to tell you how much i've come to miss you where have the people
Chained you and left you to die alone
