I'm a Disaster

I'm your very own personal distraction The kind who a normie would call a disaster I can't get you out of my head You're digging through my brain and taking what I've said Some things are better not remembered at all Stop trying to fix me and find my flaws Why can't you just take me for what I am? Just take me for what I am I'm a disaster I'm a fucking mess Always losing Always bruising Never faked it I'm never changing I'm a disaster I'm a fucking mess Always losing Always bruising Never faked it I'm never changing I'm a disaster Some people wonder How I can fall asleep at night I'll rest in pieces feeling right One step too far One breath too late I've hit a wall I can't escape I'm screaming out I'm screaming out I'm a disaster I'm a disaster I'm a fucking mess Always losing Always bruising Never faked it I'm never changing I'm a disaster I'm a fucking mess Always losing Always bruising Never faked it I'm never changing I'm a disaster I'm looking into my soul I see this stranger I'm looking back at myself Who is this creature? Reflecting back on my life Through this mirror I'm looking down at this scars I'm a disaster I'm a fucking mess Always losing Always bruising Never faked it Its time to change this I'm a disaster I'm a fucking mess Always losing Always bruising Never faked it It's time to change this I'm a disaster I'm a fucking mess Always losing Always bruising Never faked it It's time to change thisI'm a disaster I'm a fucking mess Always losing Always bruising Never faked it It's time to change It's time to change this