How Long Has This Been Going On?

I was taught that I ought not to expose my inner senses Had no plan for a man, I was full of self-defenses Now I feel that I really should face the consequences My philosophic search has left me in the learch I must find why my mind is behaving like a dancer What's the clue to pursue? For I have to have the answer I could cry salty tears, where have I been all these years? "Is it fun or should I run?" How long has this been this going on? There were chills up my spine and some thrills I can't define "Does it show? And who would know?" How long has this been going on? Oh, I feel that I could melt, into Heaven I'm hurled I know how Columbus felt finding another world "Can I trust how I feel?" Is this my Achilles? Look at me, I'm all at sea "How long has this been going on?" This is grand, this is great, I'm in such a lovely state Can one kiss do all of this?