The Second Time Scare

We all tend to be just a little scared at first Jumping in head first And our words unrehearsed But that does not compare To the second time scare Wondering why I should care To even put myself out there I remember What my first love looked like for the first time It was October And I was dressed up all like Wolverine Come November She was everything I ever wanted One year later It was the last time that I ever seen her And I'm so lost, and I'm so gone So how on earth can everyone carry on? We all tend to be just a little scared at first Jumping in head first (Jumping in head first) And our words unrehearsed But that does not compare To the second time scare Wondering why I should care To even put myself out there She resembles Something I like, something I don't She's not a mimic, more a critic To the fact that she can see I'm broke I'm brokenhearted It bleeds through me so easily Don't know why I started I'm hurting myself so carelessly I'm so lost, and I'm so gone How on earth can everyone carry on? When it hurts so much And it feels so wrong All I ask is, how long? We all tend to be just a little scared at first Jumping in head first (Jumping in head first) And our words unrehearsed But that does not compare To the second time scare Wondering why I should care To even put myself out there We all tend to be just a little scared at first Jumping in head first (Jumping in head first) And our words unrehearsed But that does not compare To the second time scare Wondering why I should care To even put myself out there