The Sufferer

I find when I'm all alone that I feel so ashamed 'Cause all my pride is gone Say what you never can resist Say what you never would to believe Give what you never want to show Give what you never would receive A time when I'm all alone & I'm breathing afraid 'Cause all my pride is gone Elate the tears I create, how completely inane 'Cause all my pride is gone Collapse at my sorry stance but I need to surpass 'Cause... all my pride is gone My only thrill alone in my hell