When night seems to wrap me in exhaustion
And I keep wishing I could start the day again
Sleep takes its sweet time finding me
It's always bittersweet
It used to come so easily
For when I'm discovered
The fever starts all over
And death leaves dreams to be desired
What could be more enticing than a painless ending
You don't need to rock me so fast
I know the tremors haven't passed
It's not the fear that makes me tremble
But the sweat on my face you keep trying to wipe away
I've never been this cold
And death leaves dreams to be desired
What could be more enticing than a painless ending
If you could just lend me your eyes
Then I might find the strength to see a different light
Or maybe I could close my lids without seeing the words burned onto the back of them
You'll never find it
You'll never be found
