Becoming I

Sunlight warms my face It's hard to take in An overwhelming grace From the way that I live So close to you I feel so ashamed This must be new 'Cause I've fallen again The stench smells so real Like I've been here before Emotions will kill The life I've always known Because of their lies The world seems to change But since you've arrived I feel no more pain 'Cause I have become the one thing I hate 'Cause I have become the smile on your face There's no need to save the me that I've made 'Cause I have become the one thing I hate The unwanted things That breathe in my skin Have filled all the void In which I live in And every time you bounce I feel so alive So many ways to count The many times I've died 'Cause I have become the one thing I hate 'Cause I have become the smile on your face There's no need to save the me that I've made 'Cause I have become the one thing I hate So close to you, so close to you