Texas

sometimes I lie awake in bed thinking about the things you said so lost for words so lost to tell you how I feel so terrified of changing what I thought was real it's too bad you're gone it's too bad you're not alone and I know that you couldn't see that it's just too bad that you're gone and not here with me standing here, trying to make some sense of this there's nothing between us, still I can feel your awkwardness Your so lost for words so you just tell me i'm your friend there must be one reason only one reason in the end 'cause it's it's too bad you're gone it's too bad you're not alone and I know that you couldn't see that it's just too bad that you're gone and not here with me so why are you pulling away and it must be from things that I say and im thinking you're thinking of him so why do I even care at all (submitted jan 2 2003 1: 09am)