She Don't Know

It's getting late now But to me it's just beginning This night's tearing me to pieces And I feel all but defeated, oh no And she don't know I've never heard someone like this before My liquid grief spills to the floor And I'm screaming like a banshee Wondering how can she just go But she don't know That ain't no drug in all the world like loving you Cocaine and cigarettes will have to do Won't somebody save me My heart's beating out my chest And I just want to hold you With those steady hands I once possessed Fucked up on my bedroom floor And my first thought's let's do some more They say it all kills with thrills And I hope it does Can you hear me, love? Love and poison, all the same They share these interchangeable names And I'm jonesing for the dopamine These things are the means to my end But I still pretend That ain't no drug in all the world like loving you Cocaine and cigarettes will have to do Won't somebody save me My heart's beating out my chest And I just want to hold you With those steady hands I once possessed Where did I go (Oh where did I go) Oh baby I'm yours (Oh baby I'm, baby I'm, baby I'm yours) If only you'd known (If only you'd known) That baby I'm yours (Yeah) Go That ain't no drug in all the world like loving you Cocaine and cigarettes will have to do Won't somebody save me My heart's beating out my chest And I just want to hold you With those steady hands I once possessed Where did I go Oh baby I'm yours If only you'd known That baby I'm yours