Traumatized

Uh, who I am, I never changed Yeah, frrt, I'll push they shit back My bitch legs open, then you better smash that And I still be showin' love even though my heart cracked When you, that shit to me, it felt like a heart attack Ayy, who I am, I never changed Made me who I am, I never changed You seen what I seen, you'd be the same (Meech), ayy, bitch ass nigga Ayy, the pain made me who I am, I never changed Just sayin', you seen what I seen, you'd be the same It's crazy how I'm numb, I'm traumatized in the brain Pop a nigga in my hood, won't nobody say my name You can listen to my voice and tell this straight facts Half these niggas eat cheese, man, these boys some big rats I need a bitch to myself, loyalty, I need that Keep my distance from some niggas, don't know where they head at But most you niggas know, I'll push they shit back You catch my bitch legs open, then you better smash that And I still be showin' love even though my heart cracked And when you said that shit to me, it felt like a heart attack Bam told me, "Stay focused, don't let nobody bother that" Truth be told, I pop shit, but I ain't really proud of that But don't respond to e'rythin', but it's sometimes you handle that I bought a baby chop and put it where my heart was at I ain't grew up in the 'burbs, I was where 'em sharks was at You just know just what I'm on if she gettin' too attached And if you gave that shit away, I don't never want it back That's a fact, I'm on the top rope like I'm Jeff I know I need to stop, but I need a Percocet Can't let it, some stuff is gettin' to me, gotta be separate Got chased out Lafayette, but that's a part of what could happen I'm in here off Biscotti, that's what help me make the magic The pain made me who I am, I never changed Just sayin', you seen what I seen, you'd be the same It's crazy how I'm numb, I'm traumatized in the brain Pop a nigga in my hood, won't nobody say my name You can listen to my voice and tell this straight facts Half these niggas eat cheese, man, these boys some big rats I need a bitch to myself, loyalty, I need that Keep my distance from some niggas, don't know where they head at Wear my heart on my sleeves, always there when they in need New bitch in double C's, she only want me 'cause I'm me Can't pay for no pussy even though these bitches cheap Tryna play me like she loyal, I know all these bitches cheat I shouldn't've opened up to you, now you got me feelin' weak Up it in a quick second, ain't shit under my seat Pullin' out the parkin' lot, throwin' the pack and the receipt Spent days outta town, I done heard so many beeps 'Em scars can't be healed, bitch, look what you did to me Wanna stop with these drugs, but I'm gone mentally And to keep this shit a hunnid, I don't know what's wrong with me I ain't no friendly-ass nigga, you can't do no song with me They tryna clone Baby Smoove, but can't nobody mimic me I'ma tell it how it is, ain't nobody real as me My mama prayin' for me, I'm my biggest enemy I can't never love again, that give you control of me (Meech) Some days, I wake up and I wanna murder me I know my son love me, I'ma teach him everythin' I do all this for you, that lil' boy my everythin' Show him how to be a boss and how his daddy had no things Son, don't love, shit, don't buy that ho a ring Feel good when shit up, it's gon' kill you when she leave I got stabbed in the back, and it made my heart bleed For you, I'll go to Hell and back with no shoes on my feet And before I love a bitch, I'd rather fall a thousand feet For real, I know that I'm a king, I'm a beast