Feeling lately, this house is not a home
Planted seeds in the garden, now the weeds have overgrown
It's been weeks, babe, since we last spoke
Empty bottles, and the ashtrays overflow
Finding new ways to cope
Haunted by your echoes
Just keep trying to kill your ghost
I keep catching my reflection restless from the outside
When there's no way left to win just fighting fortune not to lose
I'm just trying to hold on to your love, hold on to your love
In spite of my demons
Trust is a patient heart
A head full of doubt
A whisper in the dark:
We're just going through the motions
Fear festers in the pit of my gut
Says if not now, I will never be good enough
If not myself, who can I trust
I am not what I've become
Fear festers in the pit of my gut
Says if not now I will never be what was
If not myself, who can I trust
I am not what I've become
I've been waiting for, waiting for you
Like a dream clings to some kind of truth
You are saving me, saving me from myself
And these doubts I can't dispel, you know
And though it hurts like hell, you know
I only wish you well, you know
I'm just trying to hold on to your love, hold on to your love
In spite of my demons
Trust is a patient heart,
A head full of doubt
A whisper in the dark
I'm just trying to hold on to your love
Hold on to your love
I'm just trying to hold on to your love,
Hold on to your love
