How Do You Love?

I sit quietly on my phone Trying to enjoy time alone "Don't think too much" I tell myself when I start thinking Wanna enjoy all this breathing without drinking Why do they look so in love? The couple walking by, well, maybe they're on drugs "Don't look too much" I tell myself when I start staring Maybe there's something in the perfume that she's wearing It's the little things that I can't understand How they love, lie, pass it and keep and holding hands It's the little things I'll never understand I think it must be fake like a fake spray tan How do you love? How do you love? How do you love? How do you love? I've tried to read myself to sleep It just gives me anxiety How will I know where I was when I started sleeping? I feel the same way about cuddling, but for dreaming Distractions can be hard to find But I suggest just make a list and you'll be fine Write down all the things you wanna learn to do Enjoy your favorite movies, starting old to new It's the little things that I don't understand How they look, lie, pass it, they keep and holding hands It's the little things I'll never understand Think it must be fake like a fake spray tan How do you love? How do you love? How do you love? How do you love? How do you love? How do you love? How do you love? How do you love?