Trauma Bonds

Thought we was close Thought we forever were bro's Thought when shit wasn't goin' We were goin' get it together fosho Thought you were better than most Swear I Thought we was close Thought we forever were bro's Thought when shit wasn't goin' We were goin' get it together fosho Thought you were better than most I really thought you were better than most Trauma bonds Got close off of battle scars Equal pain so we think it's equal game Same team but it's different hearts Same goals but it's different shots Thought we was one in the same Turns out you were just runnin' me game Shoulda known But I couldn't guess it It's a damn shame Fuck it learned my lessons Spell 'em out as blessings Never let it stress me, let it upset me Pain the strongest weapon So I'm armed and ready Karma coming heavy Swear it's kamikaze on a track Feeling like a damn pyromaniac Every verse fire and it's fire Deep inside since you stabbed me right up in my back Only looking forward never looking back Just needed time to lay it on a track This my only scape for me to not spaz Success your worst enemy's payback For all them wishes on your downfall First it was ground balls Now I knock 'em out back Out the park Gotta ball Rucker Park, Hot sauce Barry bonds, A-Rod Through it all it's Trauma bonds Every hurt that I felt Make a motherfucker melt Shatter motherfucker's worlds Or make the average man claim how we brothers We done been kicked to the dirt We ain't never been first We both been searching for worth People been saying that they feel me But they really only feeling the hurt But they don't know it all fosho They ain't antisocial blaming they selves For burnin' relations since birth They ain't possessive but ain't really stressin' Like how have they mixed since birth? I been overthinking since I came outta mom food box Boxing myself in a sandbox, sitting in dirt Rap got me in a bubble Hoping that I can pop Been secluded only go to work I gotta get it Life is 'bout digits Count all 'em blessings You'll always be winning Can't help but focus on how we be closest But only because we both know that we sitting I just can't be on my ass Thinking 'bout cash Tweeting how I gotta get it Motherfuckers bob they head in agreement But in reality they the ones chillin' On the phone scrolling through these hoes In they mans face claim they pimpin' but simpin' Look Just do what you love and go get them bucks I swear life could really be simple Don't fuck around and get close around Motherfuckers comfortable with getting the silver I need the gold cause I'm tryna mold My little bro's to know Life is all about leading I can't follow cus i'm tryna grow My seeds is goin' know I'll be damned if they weaklings Look I swear we ain't same I'm running in Forces You barely can walk in Adidas Look This barely me reaching the surface Of speaking on serpents Who can't tell whats helping and leeching or listening and scheming Look I swear every move that you make Is goin' change your whole fate When the ones that's around can see that you been peaking These bonds that they make off of trauma is way too much I can't chill with you Your heart been chilled in and you dying of envy What happened? I thought we was close I really had thought we were bro's But you wanna bond off the shit that haunts me I just can't let that shit go I just can't let that shit go I just can't let that shit go You wanna bond off of our trauma I just can't let that shit go