Lose It

Ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh-ooh How come these drugs don't even do sh-? I just got a new b- Flip it, yeah, I move sh- Shawty love how I do sh- She still playing my old songs I been working on new sh- I don't know if I'll wake up I don't know what I'm doing Think I'm about to lose it, lose it All the way back on my bullsh-, bullsh- I don't really gotta prove sh-, don't gotta prove sh- I used to have nightmares, now I lucid And I don't know if I'll ever be the same Think something's changed I fix the pain with the pain I fix the pain with the pain I thought that by now I be just chilling, a 100K and a bad b- Instead, I got these drug habits Lost the only thing I ever wanted, shit turned me into a savage Moms asking if I'm okay, I just told her, quit the asking And I'm flabbergasted by the way my life right now Pain about the only way to feel alright by now Slow it down and speed it up And don't ask me what's in my cup And don't laugh 'cause you f-king suck Told her pass me the f-king blunt, ay And I don't know if I'll ever be the same Think something's changed I fix the pain with the pain I fix the pain with the pain And I don't know if I'll ever be the same Think something's changed I fix the pain with the pain I fix the pain with the pain If the gate's that's so f-king famous ain't fake, I hope that I make it Just another day in hell raining murder all on the pavement Wonder if before I die, I'll get to ride on a spaceship I'm craving some' I can't say, still amazes me that I made it Conversations with Satan and Jesus about displacement But I'm looking in the mirror, it's just me and I hate it Don't ask me how I'm feeling again, I swear I'm amazing I'm just tryna find this god-n key to unlock this safe with It's safe to say that I turned into something that they don't play with I'm smoked out, emaciated pacing round in a vacant lot Give me Xans and juice 'til I can barely walk Until I can't stand to talk 'cause it feel like rubber bands that hit my hand too hard I'm manic, culprit? Never 'cause I'm never caught Number one spitter and in hearts I'm always high, I'm never not I know I'm nice, the ones who hatin' on me, mad they never was I'd probably be mad too if my whole life I ain't never stunt And I don't know if I'll ever be the same Think something's changed I fix the pain with the pain I fix the pain with the pain And I don't know if I'll ever be the same Think something changed I think something changed