The Last Straw

It's surreal now you're not around I hit the panic button then you had to bounce 2020 going round in circles like a roundabout I will not announce but we know what happened in the house The straw that broke the camel's back held me down to the ground Find these heavy thoughts in the lost and found I was in the ocean with emotions yeah I nearly drowned broken you were chosen but we never really held it down But a love ya you're my people it will never change Whatever your feeling yeah it's mutual I can feel the pain The only difference got the higher power running through ma veins Marriage was the aim Corona really came and changed the game You know the wave It's not for fame scrolling through some pictures Kodak memories won't leave ma brain Now I'm heading Euston you was supposed to be upon this train This jigsaw only God can really rearrange Yeah Ow ya mean yeah ma city really knows the name Seasons change now am getting showered in dis rain enduring this pain sorry babe I cannot be tamed The same story everybody's like what shame who's to blame was it her was it him was it what's ya face know ya Lane dis is real rap She's a queen she is not the bait know ya place Different stages yeah we call dis ting here life You know ma journey tell dis story through this mic I've matured now am looking for a wife it is time shed a tear as I gaze up to the skies yeah Ya see ya daughter yeah that shit it really cuts me like a knife that's ma homie am so lonely now we've got to pay the price I am holy she can phone me anytime for some advice oh yeah Let me go let know if you need me on a low I'm a seed I'll help you grow R.I.O wid da Shelly flows I am in ma zone ain't a clone that can pattern like me nigga am the goat oh I was vexed mixed emotions get ya ass home Everyday I am walking on dis tight rope high hopes real pain bleeding through this biro I know scrolling through the insta like a slide show Delete and block feeling lost but am gunning for that spot got it cocked ain't nobody stopping God yeah it's on but ma heart is feeling delicate and soft like Delicate and soft Your ma number one I am on a mission legacy is all I want I need you to be strong I need you to be patient get the bag I won't be long ow ya mean Yeah we call dis ting here life You know ma journey tell dis story through the mic I've matured now am looking for a wife it is time she'd a tear as a gaze up to the skies yeah Ya see ya daughter yeah that shit it really cut me like a knife that's ma homie am so lonely now we've got to pay the price I am holy she can phone me anytime for some advice