Jannis

I'm missing ya touch kissing ya smile I'm in denial hey mum it's been a while hey Nearly got licked wid da cannon Moss Side is wild hey Pharaoh crying tears running like the river Nile hey Set the record straight so let me demonstrate mum and I'm talking everyday waiting praying for better days am ya only son really tryna get dis cake promise ama share it mummy show you it's a piece cake The love is pure But a love you more A miss ya pretty smile swaggy wid da boast walk thirteen a was Pon da island so me afi talk living Pon the island where ma granny passed a deh she born Dis is my opinion (uh) Dis is how am living (uh) Left me in Saint Vincent (uh) I was a child not an infant (uh) Why are we so distant (uh) Cooking wid ma granny frying ackee In the kitchen (uh) Let me talk to you Jannis am feeling lonely No malice in ma heart am in church am feeling holy Cause I don't even know ya and you don't even know me ma eldest son is Kobie a chopper not a strap it killed Kobie Life is to short please can you hear me The pain is like when gran passed away it hurt me dearly that we don't even talk anymore not even nearly sincerely what I write on the page it gets me teary This is like a burden mum beautifully word it like a poet I am hurting mum Jannis do not cry he will make away Searching for them answers can you help me take dis pain away Lord deliver like a takeaway Tom hanks pon de island feeling like a cast away I was thirteen and ma daddy never had a say Mum I need some closure got no time to put this mic away Hold up But when I took a flight to the States Now am paying homage cause there's greatness in ya DNA I am proof Tasha's proof Somoya's got that granny touch were living proof so am paying dues Xshatara was ya label (uh) Boston it was cable (uh) Jannis took a flight she was making moves We are still praying at the table (uh) We are not unstable (uh) Heavy is the heart that's in the waiting room Jannis took a flight she was making moves Heavy is the heart that's in the waiting room Everyday telling Satan no not today I'm in a different place ma head is in a different space missing birthdays broke ma heart in every single way Every single day the Wray it helps me fade away I'm an 80s baby way back Bland walk Moss side this is where you raise me Dungarees and high tops Jeff with the dreadlocks Mr Finneys shop ma nigga that was like a death spot Mummy a need peace a need some sleep so I can rest up I been working day and night like Nelson I am next up Rise up not a warning not a heads up Mum a need ya wisdom so I can really flex up step up to a higher level cause am blessed up huh You did ya best mum never did you mess up Four gran kids ay yo Jannis big ya chest up Am the golden child a gotta clean this mess up Let me talk to you Jannis am feeling lonely No malice in ma heart am in church am feeling holy Cause I don't even know ya and you don't even know me ma eldest son is Kobie a chopper not a strap it killed Kobie Life is to short please can you hear me The pain is like when gran passed away it hurt me dearly that we don't even talk anymore not even nearly sincerely what I write on the page it gets me teary