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I've been praying for the light
All my troubles tryna start
I've been grinding everyday, like I wanna touch the stars
Too much toubles in this life
I've been crying every night
Where were you?
Still young but you know I done see too many suffering
Waiting for that joy that comes in the morning
Too many downs than up, I wonder why this is stalling
The hustle spirit getting weak, you know it's got me wandering
But I'm way, way, way, way, way, way deeper than life
I'm way, way, way, way, way, way deeper than life
I'm way, way, way, way, way, way deeper than life
I'm way, way, way, way, way, way deeper than life
Taking all the pills now, I need to ease the pain
Tryna stay numb and high while I bury those stains
Hero to the ghetto kids, I just rerouted the lane
Tryna hop on Forbes in fantasy like I'm Bruce Wayne
Telling my dawg, 2018 we'll be financially free
Now we ain't and the stress coming in sprees
Couldn't made a decent dollar, crazy thoughts got unleash
Hand wasn't productive, my elbow weak, I need grease
My life deep in pain, you know it's got me fucked up
Seen too many battles, why I'm tryna boss up
Cut from a different cloth, I'm heading to the top
Mission to the goals, I ain't getting no bus stops
I don't make friends, that shit don't even excite me
Sometimes I'm a sadist, happy things don't ignite me
Unprofitable friendship, I had to burn the bridges
Figured the dead ones, I took off the leeches
This year I was making babies, 'stead of making millions
Next year pushing baby wheels instead of pushing bullions
But I'm still that young boy from deeper life
Way deep conversations with myself, deeper than life
Still young but you know I done see too many suffering
Waiting for that joy that comes in the morning
Too many downs than up, I wonder why this is stalling
The hustle spirit getting weak, you know it's got me wandering
But I'm way, way, way, way, way, way deeper than life
I'm way, way, way, way, way, way deeper than life
I'm way, way, way, way, way, way deeper than life
I'm way, way, way, way, way, way deeper than life
Before I got here there are so many shits I had to pummel
That's 'cause I know light is awaiting me outside the tunnel
Attaining greatness, that is where my energy is funneled
Considering sacrifice I done made, the greatness is coming sooner
Like Pastor Kumuyi, I've been inside the deeper life
Where sadness rules over happiness and darkness is the king of lights
Where the weakest are made the sacrifices for the fittest to survive
It got me spooked and I questioned my promised land like the Israelites
But I made it out alive
I'm on my way to the promised land I'll make it there alive
My mind is set up in the sky
My soul is helping my spirit in erasing the scars
I got more ambition, adding strength to my drives
Even though at the moment I'm struggling to thrive
My dreams are bigger, my plans are bigger
The execution gon' sustain me for life
Too many foes disguising as friends
They are hard to figure and it's getting me tensed
Things they done did to me has helped me relearn
My trust ain't free no more it's something you earn
I woke up my spirits and faced all my fears
Carved out niches in music affairs
Through optimism my fears disappeared
I and failure we ain't turning friends
Failure came to my house yesterday disguising as success
And she asked we should be friends that she would never offer me less
I looked at her and smiled sheepishly
I hugged her, told her yes
She had hurt me before I knew that she was playing me like chess
I was sad, lost in depression, no one sees the rest of me
Success appeared, she picked me up and said she wants the best of me
I doubted her 'causeof my trust issues and trauma weighed on me
She proved herself, told me never to let failure be the end of me
But I'm way, way, way, way, way, way deeper than life
I'm way, way, way, way, way, way deeper than life
I'm way, way, way, way, way, way deeper than life
I'm way, way, way, way, way, way deeper than life
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