Deeper than Life (feat. Razhak)

I've been praying for the light All my troubles tryna start I've been grinding everyday, like I wanna touch the stars Too much toubles in this life I've been crying every night Where were you? Still young but you know I done see too many suffering Waiting for that joy that comes in the morning Too many downs than up, I wonder why this is stalling The hustle spirit getting weak, you know it's got me wandering But I'm way, way, way, way, way, way deeper than life I'm way, way, way, way, way, way deeper than life I'm way, way, way, way, way, way deeper than life I'm way, way, way, way, way, way deeper than life Taking all the pills now, I need to ease the pain Tryna stay numb and high while I bury those stains Hero to the ghetto kids, I just rerouted the lane Tryna hop on Forbes in fantasy like I'm Bruce Wayne Telling my dawg, 2018 we'll be financially free Now we ain't and the stress coming in sprees Couldn't made a decent dollar, crazy thoughts got unleash Hand wasn't productive, my elbow weak, I need grease My life deep in pain, you know it's got me fucked up Seen too many battles, why I'm tryna boss up Cut from a different cloth, I'm heading to the top Mission to the goals, I ain't getting no bus stops I don't make friends, that shit don't even excite me Sometimes I'm a sadist, happy things don't ignite me Unprofitable friendship, I had to burn the bridges Figured the dead ones, I took off the leeches This year I was making babies, 'stead of making millions Next year pushing baby wheels instead of pushing bullions But I'm still that young boy from deeper life Way deep conversations with myself, deeper than life Still young but you know I done see too many suffering Waiting for that joy that comes in the morning Too many downs than up, I wonder why this is stalling The hustle spirit getting weak, you know it's got me wandering But I'm way, way, way, way, way, way deeper than life I'm way, way, way, way, way, way deeper than life I'm way, way, way, way, way, way deeper than life I'm way, way, way, way, way, way deeper than life Before I got here there are so many shits I had to pummel That's 'cause I know light is awaiting me outside the tunnel Attaining greatness, that is where my energy is funneled Considering sacrifice I done made, the greatness is coming sooner Like Pastor Kumuyi, I've been inside the deeper life Where sadness rules over happiness and darkness is the king of lights Where the weakest are made the sacrifices for the fittest to survive It got me spooked and I questioned my promised land like the Israelites But I made it out alive I'm on my way to the promised land I'll make it there alive My mind is set up in the sky My soul is helping my spirit in erasing the scars I got more ambition, adding strength to my drives Even though at the moment I'm struggling to thrive My dreams are bigger, my plans are bigger The execution gon' sustain me for life Too many foes disguising as friends They are hard to figure and it's getting me tensed Things they done did to me has helped me relearn My trust ain't free no more it's something you earn I woke up my spirits and faced all my fears Carved out niches in music affairs Through optimism my fears disappeared I and failure we ain't turning friends Failure came to my house yesterday disguising as success And she asked we should be friends that she would never offer me less I looked at her and smiled sheepishly I hugged her, told her yes She had hurt me before I knew that she was playing me like chess I was sad, lost in depression, no one sees the rest of me Success appeared, she picked me up and said she wants the best of me I doubted her 'causeof my trust issues and trauma weighed on me She proved herself, told me never to let failure be the end of me But I'm way, way, way, way, way, way deeper than life I'm way, way, way, way, way, way deeper than life I'm way, way, way, way, way, way deeper than life I'm way, way, way, way, way, way deeper than life