State of Mind (feat. Just-B)

Got a bit Mimosa, hit sofa then I mull shit over till am sober Life's up in the air like penny floaters I was without a care, but now that am getting older I'm full of busy I've got shit on me plate that I cant scrape Nah, its too sticky Same old, same old Its all that I say but I could complain though I've spent so long just sat in the same boat Now the days all blend into one like Play dough After graft I'll be sat on the main road, crash up ahead one lane closed Drop the window wanna listen to rainfall heads a mess like that Aygo I'm stuck in this state of mind You should see the state of mine The grass isn't greener had a deeks but I'm not fucking with either side nah I said I'm not fucking with either side Just wanna do this right Sat on a fence like twice my height I'm stuck in this state of mind You should see the state of mine The grass isn't greener had a deeks but I'm not fucking with either side nah I said I'm not fucking with either side Just wanna do this right Sat on a fence like twice my height I hit a few bumps in the road said nothing I guess thats part of the problem You wouldn't know if I've got one I don't let it show not an option nah I've gotta bounce back like dodgems, thats for certain Rash thoughts still get is nervous but a divnt wanna scratch the surface Divnt wanna be that person I've been feeling so low for so long now I convinced myself that I deserved it Feel aches and pains but I don't get gains its hardly worth it Swear down man I cant catch a break Different day but I see no change its - all the same The penny dropped but it was way too late I'm stuck in this state of mind You should see the state of mine The grass isn't greener had a deeks but I'm not fucking with either side nah I said I'm not fucking with either side Just wanna do this right Sat on a fence like twice my height I'm stuck in this state of mind You should see the state of mine The grass isn't greener had a deeks but I'm not fucking with either side nah I said I'm not fucking with either side Just wanna do this right Sat on a fence like twice my height These days I'm just stuck on a fence I look to the past and I think about days I was better but now I'm just full of regrets I'm asking for signs and looking for them I just smoke on a bine and I push with a pen The only thing I've got inside of my life that I've ever been good at Don't have to pretend I cant ever afford to go under again I'm sorry if I took the piss I feel death coming I should make a bucket list I've got a kid and a woman who I love to bits And if I didn't here man I'd probably cut me wrists I've had bad luck here and I've took the shit Been a mad cunt touched and I must admit Been sad struggling without a fuck to give I sent a shot to the sky but I must've missed