Head and Heart

Sit back Sip that Bit of Glenfiddich no mixer Few biftas, couple stitchas Swear lifes a bitch it isn't how I pictured nah Heads a mess sick of feeling stressed to death Tell myself that its part of a test Take a breath give myself a sec I put smoke in my lungs let it take effect (Let it take effect) If I'm not steaming or wrecked then I bet I'm not sleeping Inner demons keep sending is west Won't give it a rest it gets worse in the evening (A swear) Living with them is like living in hell itself so I might as well Still battling, between my head and my heart Barely managing can't even tell them apart anymore Don't know what's happening Can't cope no joke I'm my own worst enemy (Rights) Been this way from the start but I don't need therapy (I don't) A conversation cannot be the remedy but I'm hoping to find one eventually Look I've been hurting But I wouldn't say I deserve it Tryna be a better person know that I'm far from perfect (Far from it) Still a work in progress but I'm determined I know for certain that if I keep working I'll see the tables turning (Keep turning) Look I've been hurting But I wouldn't say I deserve it (No way) Tryna be a better person know that I'm far from perfect (Far from it) Still a work in progress but I'm determined I know for certain that if I keep working I'll see the tables turning (Keep turning)