Longer Than I Anticipated

It took longer than I anticipated My body's broken, I'm a washed up wannabe But there's only me to blame for where my time went And everybody says you'll wind up just like me We look the same but you're so different You're motivated, you don't ponder your life And get frustrated, you're stronger than I ever was It took longer than I anticipated A friend of mine said you have potential But you never pay attention to your inner monologue Maybe you should have listened to what your mother told you When you dropped out of college you dumbass (oh my god) You don't know shit about my life You didn't ask to be here, I don't want to hear you Ever again, in my apartment Don't say that we're friends, we've never been friends I don't give a shit about your wife Okay that crossed the line, that was really uncalled for Sorry for that, I'd like to retract What I said to you and your stupid wife But can't you see where I'm coming from You keep on acting like we're having fun but This isn't fun for anyone Especially me, because I don't like you But now I've got egg on my face I've made a grave mistake I rejected you, after all we've been through I was too blind to see that you're literally me It took longer than I anticipated My body's broken, I'm a washed up wannabe But there's only me to blame for where my time went And everybody says you'll wind up just like me We look the same but you're so different You're motivated, you don't ponder your life And get frustrated, you're stronger than I ever was It took longer than I anticipated