Hiding from the Truth (Shuichi Saihara Fan Song)

No that's wrong, I agree I don't know, I can't see That's a lie, no it's true I don't know what to do Looking to the ground and never looking ahead I'll only be misled So let's hide from the truth instead Th-th-the shadows of doubt That cover this route Protect the unknown Distorting what's shown The truth that's ahead The trail to it's red It's all so clear That's what I fear The case is put forth Truth's south and lie's north Walking either way Facing the betrayed It really does hurt A view that sees the worst Wrapping around me Leaving me bloody I use this shield to Obscure the picture Unable to undo All that was injured Veering to the wrong side Leaving the truth behind Since it's much easier to Hide 'C-cause it's painful knowing about the worst to come Eating me up inside until I succumb I-I-I don't know the answer, and I don't want to Is that a lie or the painful truth? No that's wrong, I agree I don't know, I can't see That's a lie, no it's true I don't know what to do Looking to the ground and never looking ahead I'll only be misled So let's hide from the truth instead The trust is heavy And I'm not ready To hold this burden Won't it just worsen? I'm caught in the crutch Of knowing too much Tying 'round my neck Killing me It's ironic Just how much illogic Is pulsing through my mind as I face the answer Either way's death Someone taking their last breath Clinging onto me Leaving you bloodied I used this shield to Obscure the picture Unable to undo All that was injured Veering to the wrong side Leaving the truth behind Since it's much easier to Lie No that's wrong, I agree I don't know, I can't see That's a lie, no it's true I don't know what to do Looking to the ground and never looking ahead You'll only end up dead So let's hide from the truth instead It's painful knowing about the worst to come Eating me up inside until I succumb I-I-I don't know the answer, and I don't want to I wish that was the truth 'C-cause it's painful knowing about the worst to come Pointing to the truth that I've been hiding from It's excruciating what I have to do Turning from you and grabbing the truth No that's wrong, I agree I know now, I can see All the lies, all the truths (You know what you have to do) Looking in your eyes and loathing where this has lead You'll only end up dead So let's destroy the truth instead