Opponent

I don't really understand what's going on in my brain All these days without you got me feeling insane Every time I get alerted that you text me again Wanna go but I'm overcome by previous pain But I can't text you back It'll give me a heart attack I want you so fucking bad Gotta wait till after I grad I've been crushing every minute every hour You don't Got a clue that you got this much power I've been tryna work the courage to explain it But for now you're just an opponent I've been dropping hints tryna get near to you Do you notice I don't have a fucking clue I've been tryna work the courage to explain it But for now you're just an opponent Want me hate me Don't sit right Want you near me All my life You ghosting me now I still don't get how Cause I've been thinking every day If I call you girl what should I say Then you go and text my phone My medusa I turn to stone No I really can't text you back I'll crumble it's a matter of fact I want you so fucking bad I'll hide it all and just stay sad I've been crushing every minute every hour You don't Got a clue that you got this much power I've been tryna work the courage to explain it But for now you're just an opponent I've been dropping hints tryna get near to you Do you notice I don't have a fucking clue I've been tryna work the courage to explain it But for now you're just an opponent I've been dropping hints tryna get near to you Do you notice I don't have a fucking clue I've been dropping hints tryna get near to you Do you notice I've been crushing every minute every hour You don't Got a clue that you got this much power I've been tryna work the courage to explain it But for now you're just an opponent I've been dropping hints tryna get near to you Do you notice I don't have a fucking clue I've been tryna work the courage to explain it But for now you're just an opponent