Dear Dad

Leaf float down the river like He be drifting through his life Callin him young terrified They can see it in his eyes See the way he always cry Daddy why'd you have to lie You ain't coming home tonight I ain't gonna see you over Holidays Birthdays Christmas too cold I'm too old To buy your excuses Cause you sold your soul Little did I know that you would hold what I know The power in your hands though you've never held my hand And I wouldn't call you fam All you are is that man A walking sperm bank A piranha fish tank Only dangerous if you touch it When I'm looking I say fuck it Final drop in final bucket And I'm tired of the racket Serena with the racket Hitting all the batshit Thoughts out my brain That don't seem to go away They get worse when they stay Tryna be a legend Young boy go get em Fear the mind inside of me Tired of him fighting me Staying so exhausted b Can you sub in for me We could be tagging team Let me be Jeff please Swanton off the 100th floor Falling through these open doors Tripping think I pulled the cord All my hopes I can't afford So I spite the jewelry store With a chain necklace of my face Down payment of my life I paid late Shred me through the grate Think they went and locked the gate Cause I was too fucking great Need a quadruple duple xl Need a shirt to fit my ego Walking in the stars got me thinking I'm a Hero Open eyes from my bed not far guess I am a zero Say I never think and only know Really I just fake it but they can never know Say that I never think and only know Really I just fake it Say I never think and only know Really I just fake it but they can never know Say I never think and only know Really I just fake it Where were you when I was growing up Now I think I'm grown enough To say I really hate you Drive you out my brain Part of me is thankful Cause even though you I affiliate with you in no way The man I am today Was born from all your wrong ways So I'm fighting 2 wrongs as I go my way When I'm up in lights Playing sold out shows When you sit at home I just hope you know Leif he made it out No he ain't your son Gramps took over Dead beat dads move over For that I'm forever thankful And this song it got me thinking Gramps I love you Hope I make you proud Say that I never think and only know Really I just fake it but they can never know Say that I never think and only know Really I just fake it Say that I never think and only know Really I just fake it but they can never know Say that I never think and only know Really I just fake it