Dad

You cut me off, stuck in my own brain You lock us up over and over again Opening my mouth causes too much pain So I spend another night in my cell You know it's evil but you still eat it You know it'll kill us but you're still breathing Too strong to ask for therapy Only cowards cry about history You always say that you're doing your best Unrelenting cerebral arrest Have no fear Life's not fair I swear I'll be there next year You made me wish I was never born I never had the chance to ask why you're gone Who am I supposed to blame? So many things about you need to change A problem bigger than how I feel Do you even care, how am I supposed to heal? You put a gun up against his head How can I blame you when you were dead I wish I had the guts to say That your life affected mine this way You always say that you're doing your best Unrelenting cerebral arrest Have no fear Life's not fair I swear I'll be there next year Here! Gone! Here! Gone! You're here! And you're gone! You're here! And you're gone! Have no fear Life's not fair I swear I'll be there next year You always said that it was all for me Otherwise you would set yourself free Have no fear I'm still here You said you'll be here this year