Down the Rabbit Hole

I've still been thinking about it All this old shit coming to haunt me Disrespected loss of humanity Hesitant and brought to disparity I fall down The rabbit hole again I rebound Seems like the shit will never end I can't find The light at the end of the tunnel It's all a lie 'Cause I feel like I'll never be normal You all want a fucking piece of me Back in the day nobody could see A laughing stock is what you made of me Get the fuck out, your only motive is greed I fall down The rabbit hole again I rebound Seems like the shit will never end I can't find The light at the end of the tunnel It's all a lie 'Cause I feel like I'll never be normal You say you've changed, you say you're sorry, but I can't help but wonder Looking back on it you see you've caused my mind to slumber Apologies only go so far and yet I prosper You've made me who I am today, without you I'd be nothing