No Fire

Is this really me what I see Can't believe every sunrise I keep getting mad at me When I'm mad at me I don't see every Sunrise mutiny As pretty as they used to be I can't fall in love easily When I breathe think I need Something that's perfectly out of reach When it's out of reach I can't breathe easily Overeat guilty me On repeat on repeat So I lay down, paralyzed by the weight of my fake smile Thinking over and over again how I'm not a kid not a kid to be saved by my mom She'll be gone just like everybody else I- Yeah I just wanna be someone that's worth the attention In a space riot It's getting violent but no one even knows I'm out here Now I'm writing all these stupid songs to ease all the tension No fire I can feel no fire There's a jealousy inside of me when I bleed Dopamine starlight using up my energy With no energy inside of me then I see starlight In my sleep I am my own enemy People talk about destiny tryna find a meaning Before we leave before we lose our sanity But I'm so tired of my own sanity Tryna find a meaning deeper than some numbers and a school degree No one ever taught me how to scream Why does everyone believe in me (Why do you believe in me?) Don't they know that I can feel no fire, feel no fire Yeah I just wanna be someone that's worth the attention In a space riot It's getting violent but no one even knows I'm out here Now I'm writing all these stupid songs to ease all the tension No fire I can feel no fire I don't wanna be alone when I'm high Only need two friends by my side I can't do the things I wanna do wanna do wanna do Everybody outside Yeah I just wanna be someone that's worth the attention In a space riot It's getting violent but no one even knows I'm out here Now I'm writing all these stupid songs to ease all the tension No fire I can feel no fire