Phases

I don't wanna go home its cuz you don't know me Can't you see that I've grown, yea i've grown lonely We talk on the phone, I try to keep it sweet Cause I hate all the moments you're not proud of me So tell me that you're proud of me, please 7 YEARS, nomadic I've gotten used to the static I've met some real friends, lovers, and others who are plastic I've learned a thing or two about myself like Who I'm attracted to You won't believe who I'm attracted to You can say I'm going through phases I know its not painless When you saw me wasted That's not how you raised me I promise I'm going places This life I've been chasing I'm know we're both jaded From this conversation And I can tell by your cadence You're secretly breaking But you'll never hate me And I won't let you save me I can't help going through changes We're one and the same it's A different narration From the one that you made for me (You'd do anything for me) Never around I used to stay up at night on the nights you're in town Just to wait for the sound When you walk through the door you're still on a call But I understood you were doing it all for your family You're just glad to see that I'm healthy How do you know me so well? I shouldn't be fucking around cause you'll Fly across the world so you can hold me After all you heard that I'm not acting like the old me You're stressed out I'm a mess I answer coldly Part of growing up is being rly fucking lonely 你说楷意你这是什么态度 为什么你心不在焉感觉你 任何事都不在乎 你学习要有效率 做错事要 吸取教训就好 别累到崩溃 千万别喝冷水 少让我心疼呗 玩儿玩儿音乐也挺好的 但保持个GPA你以后工作更好找 你从小害羞 不太适合在人面前表演 还是早点回家吧 咱不必做这种冒险好吗？ Sometimes I wish you'd forget about me Between the two of us Only one of us should be hurting I pray to god that it won't be too late For you to see that after all you gave me I turned out ok I hate it when you see me lazy I hate it when you see me down I hate it when you see me try too hard You say I'm gonna drown I needa be by myself right now I'm used to you not being around I needa be by myself right now I needa be by myself right now