Suicidal

Have fun when I sin I sin I sin I sin I sin now Praying that I win I pray I pray I pray I pray now Working for a Benz A Benz a Benz a Benz a Benz now Working for my kids My kids my kids my kids my kids now When it come to the rapping no matching saying it first so let's get that established uh Didn't go play it was practice mastering verses while everyone was happy and laughing Cannot go back to the tragic working on progress to make that advancement uh I am not here for the lasting work for my people until I'm dead in a casket Tired being broke I'm just working for the pesos Working for the family cuz we never seen a bankroll Losing hella friends but I cannot take a break tho Tryna be more famous so there ain't no place I can't go Never talking rowdy always practice what I'm preaching Scared of doing features cuz I'm cautious of the leaches Making momma proud of the future heights I'm reaching A lot dead family and I'm working til I see them Don't know where I might go Never needing a ride home Cuz I don't know where that is when I'm feeling Sui-Sui Have fun when I sin I sin I sin I sin I sin now Praying that I win I pray I pray I pray I pray now Working for a Benz A Benz a Benz a Benz a Benz now Working for my kids My kids my kids my kids my kids now I've been kinda sad But it never lasts I'm just tryna laugh Reaching for the bag That's the family plan Tryna get more fans Put em in a trance Using words and pens But I'm out of hand Thinking that's I can I'm an not the man Just another man Wrapping up my cast Healing from a stab Got it from the past Scared it's coming back I don't really get it never fucking with the sentimental I be feeling different when I'm rapping on an instrumental Writing out my future every time I be grabbing pencils But I'm feeling lost is it real or just the mental Stuck in a trance every time that I write away There were dark times where I thought I'ma Die Today Feel real lost in a song then I fly away Is it real and wrong or inside my brain Don't know how it might go Never needing a ride home Cuz I don't know where that is when I'm feeling Sui-Sui Have fun when I sin Praying that I win Working for a Benz Working for my kids Working for my Kids Working-working I said now Have fun when I sin I sin I sin I sin I sin now Praying that I win I pray I pray I pray I pray now Working for a Benz A Benz a Benz a Benz a Benz now Working for my kids My kids my kids my kids my kids now