Grow Away from Me

I never thought that I'd be a father I hope my neurosis ain't a bother Some days it feels like I'm failing My therapist says that it's normal She made her diagnosis formal I can't connect like a normal person Because of all my pain There's no roadmap that I can give to you Just hold on tight and Know that I love you And the first six months, they flew by The next two years did, too But now I'm looking at old photos I feel like I'm losing you No matter what I do You'll grow away from me No matter what I do, you'll grow away No matter what I do You'll grow away from me I signed up for this tragedy I want to make sure you know You'll always be enough I want to make sure your hair's Never tied in knots I want to walk you down any aisle, anywhere I just want to live long enough God I'm scared I'm so unprepared It's so unfair God I'm scared There's no roadmap that I can give to you Just hold on tight and Know that I love you (I've gotta keep it together) Like a basement in a storm(I've gotta keep it together) I'm floating in the ether like a feather(I've gotta keep it together) When the siren starts to roar(I've keep it together) I will already give you the shelter(I've gotta keep it together) (I've gotta keep it together)The storm will someday come (I've gotta keep it together)But you can always find me in (I've gotta keep it together)The way you choose to love I've gotta keep it I've gotta keep it together There's no roadmap that I can give to you Just hold on tight and Know that I love you You are You are You are The light that leads me home You are You are You are The light that leads me home