Some words I never said
I never wanna hurt you
But I promise you the best
I wanna see the virtue
But I'm honestly a mess
With all the shit I been through
See it pushed me to the edge and it fucks with my cerebral
Now I'm drinkin and I'm smoking till my lungs give up
And when I try to make it sober "just another puff"
The only time I feel alive when I'm feelin numb
And you could see it in my eyes, I wanna die alone (Die alone)
See I gave you everything and never asked you for a favor
All I want is love and now you treat me like a stranger
I put you on a pedestal you left a minute later
You left a broken soul now it's life that I could wager
Bullet to my head and i would squeeze maybe if I could
See the terror in your face, I've always been misuderstood
Always been this type of mood
To drag be to a hellish rood
But like I said Before
I've always been misunderstood
