Mama, U Proud? (feat. Kizzy Cobain)

I done gave my heart to those who ain't give me love I done gave my all to those who barely gave me some I don't cry about it, but I wish I gave em none I don't smile often cus joy far from where I'm from I don't sell dope I left that in the past, cus I figured I be better selling verses and these albums I remember when I couldn't count bars but I could count grams And I'll never claim to be no kingpin hustler But I admit whеn I was younger bruh I was so focused on the wrong typе of customers Young and dumb Robbin' kids in the schools Guessin' that's why I ain't trust no one Broke my first girl heart Decided I can't trust a slut Once I broke my first promise then I kept lyin' Knowing damn well I ain't got shit for me to cover up I don't sell hope I leave that all up to the Reverend Run (Run) Cops pull up on us, it ain't on us, but we still goin run (Run) They said you as guilty as who you hang with So I told my brothers go and do yo dirt Just always make sure the remains looking stainless Barely thanking God for the shit that we survived But we steady coming to him asking for a pain lift Mama, look at what yo boy become of now Mama, are you proud of yo lil Prince right now? Mama, I hope you don't feel Ima let down I seen wrong so I went and did bad I sin hard I know, I admit that It's my fault if I go and see hell Hope it's my fault every night you sleep well I seen wrong so I went and did bad I sin hard I know, I admit that It's my fault if I go and see hell Hope it's my fault every night you sleep well I seen wrong so I went and did bad I sin hard I know, I admit that It's my fault if I go and see hell Hope it's my fault every night you sleep well I seen wrong so I went and did bad I sin hard I know, I admit that It's my fault if I go and see hell It's my fault Life be aight until I get to overthinking Separate myself from my brothers when I start tripping Hate to sink the ship cus the ship ain't what I envisioned Too self aware Looking for problems in me that's missing Appreciate those who help me see the bigger picture The patience it take dealing with me Man I can't envision All I can say is if you care for me just bare with me I never thought of myself as someone with this potential Mama you ain't hear I got fans singing my songs now Mama you ain't hear I got some fans back home now Mama you ain't hear I'm doin shows onna road now Mama you ain't know I'm making money off my trauma Mama you ain't hear I finally can get a new car now Mama you ain't hear I'm bout to be a lil star now Mama they used to be doubting me but I'm on now Mama I just wanna know are you proud of me?