Hitting a Nail With a BB Gun

With as much as I love being with you I wanna love my time alone But I just don't know Well, it's been so long And I have such a simple mind I'm a newborn child for the second time Well, aw, aw, aw, aw Aw, aw, aw, aw I wanna have enough to say That I don't have to dress it up so much But as it stands, I add synths and strings And riffs just to make the song good enough I don't wanna be alive I wanna be AI I don't wanna be alive I wanna be AI I don't wanna be alive I wanna be AI I don't wanna be alive I wanna be AI I don't wanna die I wanna be AI I don't wanna be alive I wanna be AI Well, okay, I know I'm not fixing nothing broke I'm just getting going with the molding of a lump And my fingers aren't God's And the feeling is a pump, it's not yet rusted Still I cannot trust a cheap tin pipe At first, I spoke But I had no mind Face fell to one side, I couldn't look behind I saw ants and worms from underneath I had to ask them to be kind to me