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All my life I had to always find a way to fight the rules Even if they were on my side, I know someone would twist their use I've watched the way that people think and I learned how to trip their fuse I started caring bout the way they saw me Although I didn't want to I was mixed in a pot of fake and real And I was left outside with a tainted seal Was never the type to express my feels So, I'd play all day in that busted field I work hard for me and i get no passes Playing my part like I was gonna do magics Second shortest in the 5th grade classes But yet I'm on top of all they asses I work at a place for long damn days With no damn breaks, yea my feet ache What can I take, with almost a case Yea, all of that for minimum wage Can't swim through life, I was left to drown All my problems are lost, then found I never expected nothing from me But somehow I still let myself down I remember running round these steets, it's as if the world was mine Laughing with my neighbors, asking favors on my bike I'd ride I'd show them the tricks I learned and when I failed, at least I tried But, now I sit alone at home because now all 3 have died I remember being thrown on the concrete at a football game I wasn't playing, caught the ball, 1 person thought to catch the shame I remember being kicked and pushed and shoved when my gym class passed That's the reason why sports in 2015 was my last I've done so much in 19 years that it just hurts to look back All the fam and friends I've lost haunt and roll me off the track All these people saying I ain't got the guts to make a stack So, now I sit here thinking about all the things that I lack Hold up, wait a minute Y'all can clearly see that my tale ain't finished Have y'all never seen how a patient gets back up after their stitiches? I took a second and i thought to write down all the times that I got flipped And when I get back up again Imma add a +1 to those lists Im rising like the Phoenix, but I ain't never been to Arizona I guess you could say I'm switching lives way more than that girl, Fiona I'm way more fun at parties now, I'm better than that bitch Corona All of that while I'm still in class steady getting at this diploma Thats a +1 as I realize that I am the shit And that's a loss for you, as you can see We ain't even close, get off my toes We ain't equal Polar opposites, ridiculous While you throwing fits, I'm getting rich When I walk in, you start to twitch Someone call Kim cuz thats the sitch I started out at 3AM watching cartoons on nick at night I'd be so lost throughout the day though, im always just picking fights And now I'm here, I'm getting ready to hop off of my training trike But yet I'm still here walking around and just hearing all y'all yell like When you gonna stop? When you giving up? Bitch, I ain't never gonna stop so hop off of my jock Imma lol 2 feet infront of your face And imma smh when you catch this mace I know I'm sick, like a COVID case And you should kys if you invade my space I don't know why you never listen like you lost it in a strike You're over there thinking bout my head on a pike You're crazy for thinking I gave a shit like sike So imma thank you for the confidence to live my life That's 132, that's 238 Y'all could never understand the lessons I made I built a wall against y'all back in AV And imma use it for my fortress in FSC Been set on my life ever since I was 6 Had others tell me otherwise ever since Had a fallout with the Army so that was a miss Only one i care for now is that knife from the Swiss I've been climbing mountains ever since I was young All you were ever taught was how to hold your tongue You're name should be Gus cuz you ruin the fun My battles ain't done, so don't think you've won I've fallen many times in the battle of life But it only matters now how I get up and fight Yea, all these phony problems are out of my sight Yea, it only matters now I choose to rewrite I took a second and i thought to write down all the times Ive been flipped And when I get back up again Imma add a +1 to those lists