Dearly Departed (feat. Bloxxom)

Yeah Rest In Peace to Takeoff We lost a real one Hurt me bad I regret that fight that broke out I wish that you didn't run to help me fight I wish I told you not to come last night I never dreamt to see you fight for your life I regret that what happened to you Was caused by the conflict Of basketball and rolling dice I wish I had a teleporter to go back in time So I can Takeoff all my wrongs and make it right Trauma got me fucked in my mind Can't take this pain ahh Lately I've been crying woah ooo I lift you up your blood rushing oh noo I can't even go to sleep at night Cos I've been thinking Deep down It was not intentional Yeah I done a lot of thinking And my conclusion suicide So secure a place for me If I knew I would have jumped In front of gun before he shoot Cos I don't want you to die for me Rest in power to my day ones You can't truly heal from a loss I know that you with me till the dawn Though you no more I'm so thankful that you was I'm so thankful that you was No I cannot leave you in the past Cos you my everything Losing you got me popping Percocet You had my back even in times when I was losing it My mama was your mama she was cool with it Fallen Soldier yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah Don't know What is life without you I can't do it on my own Everytime I think I cry I can bare to say goodbye You free go be a shooting star You were more than everything We made of you And I'll be lying if I say I wouldn't miss you So I'll let you go and let you fly I guess leaving wasn't your demise Cos you're stronger than you've ever been I Hope you're watching over me Hope you're watching over us It wasn't a loss, cos you never lost But we couldn't hold you down Sending the love I Hope you'll be proud Cos this isn't over now Guide your ways Through the skies Cos you'll be safer now You're safer now