Shame on the day
You decided to leave and run away
I'm still here on my knees
Rewinding
The painful memory, it haunts me
Wish you would have said
"I'm not ready yet"
Instead, you said nothing
Baby, don't you see
I tried to love you like no one has
I was desperate
Lying to myself
While I got wasted
I really need help
Time for me to face it
I've been hiding how I feel
Underneath a mask
Every morning I wake up defeated
I'm just trying again to be sober and over you
I'm just fighting against the weight on my shoulders
And I am wanting to try
Starting over again getting sober and over, over you
You call at midnight
When I wanna forget what we had
You keep saying that we should go back
But I'm done living in the past
I don't wanna fight
Are you listening?
Im being polite
But it's not enough
Don't say you love me
I won't ignore the red flags no more
Are you desperate?
Lying to yourself
While you're getting wasted
You really need help
Time for you to face it
We've been hiding how we feel
Underneath a mask
Every morning we wake up defeated
I'm just trying again to be sober and over you
I'm just fighting against the weight on my shoulders
And I am wanting to try
Starting over again getting sober and over, over you
