Drinking Up

I've been thinking all night I've been drinking up, drinking up way too much Something doesn't feel right I've been keeping my, keeping my hopes way too high I'm sorry, I left you missed calls Cuz I worry, you're not with your friends Your story, just doesn't make sense anymore, anymore, anymore My friends all agree You were not for me Now I'm tryng to find a distraction From my misery Cause every time I hear a song I wrote about you I forget that I must forget about you I've been thinking all night I've been drinking up, drinking up way too much Something doesn't feel right I've been keeping my, keeping my hopes way too high I am to blame Cuz you never change I never learn It's such a shame But I don't complain It's always the same Maybe I'm paranoid and you're just sleeping My gut tells me I'm not tripping You were acting sus When you quickly lost your interest I keep overthinking While i'm sinking into the wine Am I blind? But with my eyes wide open I didn't see it was me Who you left behind But the ghost of you Has been haunting me I know you are not near Like you were years ago I should know by now That this is how Things are gonna be Between you and me I've been thinking all night I've been drinking up, drinking up way too much Something doesn't feel right I've been keeping my, keeping my hopes way too high I am to blame Cuz you never change I never learn It's such a shame But I don't complain It's always the same