Losing Sunlight (Extended)

I lost my breath I lost control I lost my mind in the midst of it all I tried to hold it in I swear I did But it's impossible coping with death It's a rainy day My face feels hot I can't tell if I'm scared Maybe I care too much My god I'm aware It's a rainy day Oh it's a rainy day Kill the messenger The messenger The messenger Have we met before Met before You look familiar Kill the messenger The messenger The messenger Have we met before Met before You look familiar We're losing sunlight And that's okay Sometimes it's just fine To stay inside all day Yeah, that's okay You make me feel like a summer day And when I think about it I prefer the rain and cloudy Anything to keep me grounded Yes im well aware of how I sounded When I said it I regret it Air headed but I love me anyway Cuz I'm indebted Even broken pieces have their purpose On the surface Shadows lurkin Maybe light will show me Where im headed Maybe im just doomed (I am) Maybe I should take the pills they try and market me on instagram And zombie out again Until I lose my friends I got a loose grip as is Open up the package And inhale until my lungs blacken instead I got a bad bitch But she gives good head Im oh so romantic but I still love good sex I hate the seconds I forget last month Either way is okay because the next steps love It's always love It's love