Talk About It All the Time

If only I could touch your forehead And let you feel everything I feel Its so much easier than talkin Mess it all up every time I spill Tell me that I know its real Throw it in my face Till it spins that wheel Tell me not to make that deal Give it all up just to get myself killed Its a long way down Thank god I'm use to falling I'm one with the ground Always hyperbolic Never catch me in a crowd I'm not sure what to call it I just want to make you proud Try and shake it off I know I know I know I talk about it all the time It's been a long time since I've been with me I guess I don't have a lot of energy Everybody's friend and some enemies Still wish I was different I wish I was proud of me Push it to the side and you'll probably Forget it in a second he's a common thief Stole his adolescence now he's on his knees Praying for it back What's the difference if he's scared and weak When I was younger I was praying for the rain I got thunder and replaced it with the pain It's no wonder that I suffer from the strange Loud voices in my head Telling me I'm better dead Try and shake it off I know I know I know I talk about it all the time I know I know I know I talk about it all the time I know I know I know I talk about it all the time I know I know I know I talk about it all the time I know I know I know I talk about it all the time Haven't slept in three You gotta pay for health That shit should be free I think we both agree I could use some help I'm home alone but I lost myself And I'm not by myself I'm with all 3 ghosts Throw a penny in the water It makes sense to hope Using sex to cope Mix the rum and coke Watch my nose bleed bad I'm not free I'm broke I'm not free I'm broke I'm not free I'm broke Throw a penny in the water it makes sense(cents) to hope