A Letter To My Father

Uh Uh, aye Why'd you leave me dad Why didn't I get to see you 'till I was three dad When I was younger, why was leaving so easy dad You tell me one thing but I don't know what to believe dad Why weren't you there when I was born to see the look on my face How fucking dare you let another man just take your place I'm your only son You don't get a fucking another one And trust me if you fucking did I bet he wouldn't be this great Now I'm working and I got a lot of shit on my plate Where were you for those two years when I turned 8 Sunbathing in PR with drop-tops, beaches, and lakes While I'm sitting here asking momma, "Is dad running late?" Fuck Nah fuck that Everybody got me fucked up Fuck y'all Fuck everybody, fuck the system Fuck you Fuck you Fuck you Fuck your life I'm god now bitch My religion Fuck your religion, fuck the system I'm taking over (Justice chill out) Nah bitch shut the fuck up Fuck you Nah Fuck you Fuck I say, "Fuck the world a thousand times over until it's gorged" Not believing a word you say unless it's from the source You done fucked up your child by fucking 'round with your life Decisions made in the night, you're leaving my mental scorned The system has filled us up we reading too many more Aftermath and the staircases where you'll find your daughter Aftermath of a shootout where your son died as a mortar Broken home with no father Mama fucking for commas Weed put him in a coma Streets need the aroma Hypnotized by the life they put us all here to control us I done seen motherfuckers pick up charges before diplomas Children wander the streets, starving, not knowing where home is This shit is ridiculous I can't believe I'm just another statistic From a predicament I couldn't control What child doesn't want to see his parents together grow old And on the home, a white picket fence I'm just in love Fuck child support You need to give your child support If parenting was a game, you'd be a lousy sport Life's short but so is my temper This song don't apply to the kids who were pampered I'm speaking for all my workers, drug dealers, hustlers, and scammers Temptations temporary they keeping us tampered for nothing I know life ain't fair but fuck it Give me a chance or something Y'all ain't got to do nothing I'm just tired of running Yuh Yuh Aye I just don't give a fuck Fuck the world, imma say it 'till it's up Too many snakes on the play, who's should I trust I'll take the money over love, no discussion I'm gon' win a fucking grammy when I'm 20 Got too much going on I ain't old to make nothing And when I sign my deal, throw my money in a duffel Imma give it back to my people by the dozen That fake shit you can keep it on your side, we don't want it We did it, we out on the road, we touring, and visiting shows Tickets, and money, and clothes The pack that I wanted for life Some people might not ever go I pray for this shit in my sleep and catch you as soon as I woke I just had a mic and a dream Now I got a mic and a show I just had a K on my streams Now I got a milli and more I cannot stress this enough, the album is boutta go-go I'm kinda selling myself short, but fuck it like who really knows Even money folds I cry for this shit everyday of the week I just ripped as I'm speaking you already know how it goes Never underestimate an underdog he gon' get greater as soon as I blow Bitch Fuck you (Ha-Ha-Ha)