Grey

Living through a life in monochrome Am I really here, or am I just a ghost? I don't think a soul knows I'm alive (Will he fade away?) Waiting for the rain to run its course It'll wash me away and take me far from shore Let my mind and body drift away What could I have done? When love turns to loss and broken promises You're tearing down the towers we made Are you still here or did you run away? Was there something I said that made you want to stay? Colors of the world begin to fade The cogs in the machine are coming to a grinding halt Wasting away, in leprotic sanctimonium (what have we become?) Days are lost with all the burning bridges crossed A religion of thieves, The division that leaves its Acolytes in bitter shock Why won't you save me from this? Impossible hypocrisy (You tried but you can never leave) You stole my sight and truth revealed itself to me Cause it all turns grey Don't try to fight it Watch the colors fade away Out of sight, devoid of life Cause it all turns grey Embrace the silence just to find that it All turns back to grey Can I withstand the force of entropy? Cause everytime that I wake the less that I believe I deserve a second chance at all (will he fade away?) Too scared to go but too afraid to stay And now I'm stuck somewhere between the tithe I have to pay Bear the burden or just take the fall What have I become? When lies turn to the leverage of the little things To keep the truth from ever really happening Is there a winner when all's said and done? Cause neither got the better of the other one Give it up or give into the sun Will this ever end? (Will this ever end?) When did it begin? (When did it begin?) Who is there to blame? (Who is there to blame?) For giving in to circumstance How will he move on? (How will he move on?) After murdering the one (After murdering the one) He swore himself to save (He swore himself to save) How does one live through this fate? His hands have been raised Today is the day To face a world he's never known What will everyone say? "Does the sinner think he can atone?" (We all know that the answer's no) He'll have to wait until he faces judgment day Cause it all turns grey Don't try to fight it Watch the colors fade away Out of sight, devoid of life Cause it all turns grey Embrace the silence just to find that it All turns back to grey I won't try to fight it I have recognized that I am but a reject Just an earthly defect I was no one's savior I was never able I have finally found that I'm just a delusion I won't try to fight it I have realized that I am but a heathen Just an lowly demon I am no one's martyr I'll just fall apart cause I have finally found that I'm just a delusion Cause it all turns grey Don't try to fight it Watch the colors fade away Out of sight, devoid of life Cause it all turns grey Tried to break the silence just to find that it All turns back to grey Cause it all turns grey Cause it all turns grey Cause it all turns grey Cause it all turns grey Cause it all turns grey Cause it all turns grey