Lie to Me

Lie, lie, lie to me Lie, lie to me Break my heart again Lie, lie, lie to me Lie, lie to me Break my heart again Yeah, momma, I needed you I needed you there for me momma I needed you there for advice 'Cause now that I'm grown, I can't deal with the trauma I can't deal with the problems I'm facing A stranger to love and affection I guess that's one of the reasons Why I give my heart to the same ones who break it But I guess I'm okay Even if I feel like breaking, still I'ma say I'm okay Instead of me facing my problems I just feel better with running away That's just what I do And everyone leaves, all because of me Mama, I need you to tell me I'm handsome and love me Maybe I wouldn't feel so ugly Maybe I wouldn't feel I'm drowning Maybe I wouldn't feel alone Maybe instead of just letting it hurt me you You could've taught me the time to let go You could've taught me my worth So I'm just gon' take what is given You couldn't love me the way that you should've Maybe I wouldn't look for love in these women You could have taught me 'bout loving myself 'Cause I get so attached and just give 'em my heart You could've showed me the brighter things Now that I'm grown, I just live in the dark I live in this bottomless pit Of pity and I'm so ashamed Momma, I love you with all of my heart But a part of me feels like you're part of the blame (Yeah) Dad I needed you, wasn't I good enough? Wasn't I good enough for you and momma to get off the drugs? I know I'm strong, but if you was there like you should've I know that I would be stronger I know I'm doing okay for myself I know that every son needs his father You could've taught me to fight And fend for myself when you not around I really needed that from you 'Cause right now this life is beating me down Right now, this life isn't worth it But you could've showed me the meaning Lately I feel like I'm puzzled And you got the pieces that's missing You really got what I'm missing Y'all really got what I'm missing The time with my parents The birthdays and parties and Christmas All of the memories I'm missing All of the time that is wasted It hurts me we wasted that time I would do anything, ye,s I mean anything Have you right here by my side But I guess that it's life (yeah) I know we got to move on I love you to death and nothing can change It's all on my dad and my mom But really I'm sorry I wish I could fix what's inside of me But I'm doing the best that I can And I only hope that y'all proud of me I really hope that y'all proud of me But I'm broke inside my soul And I know I can't let go But it's all I've ever known Is watching people go That's why my heart turned cold