Who Are You Pretending To Be?

Nothing ever changes Don't you fucking hate this You talk a lot of talk But like, don't you want it to stop? Ya know I get it I really do I know you're anxious I am too Don't you miss me like I miss you? Don't talk to me Like I'm one of them Cause I know what you are It's not playing the part that you put on to keep them around Woah, please don't tell me That same shit again Cause it's not gonna change if you stay in your lane And freeze up at the thought and pretend, woah I'm at a funeral for two But it was a no-show You're too scared to go And I'm throwing up in the bathroom And in the end aren't we just Still two kids learning to trust And we're both scared to death Of fucking up our friends Don't talk to me Like you don't know me I know I'm not you need But it hurts when you leave And don't speak to me for weeks Woah, please don't tell me What needs to be said Cause it hurts me to know That I'm all on my own And now there's nobody left, woah Tip, tip your toes across a line and a rope Tied around your neck so you're always on edge And you know that the fingers that wrap 'round your throat To tell you to choke on the words that you wrote Oh, the nails on your skin digging deeper, each sin That you spin on a hunch in your mind tells you "you're wrong" The scales that you fall from when everyone saw You're twisting your ankles to do anything to keep them