HOW TO FORGET YOU (destroy you)

There's mold on the wall And it's never coming off So I'll leave the room And keep the doors locked Breathe in the air But It's slipping through the cracks And it brings me back To when I was with you I could try and fight it But I know that you're inside it's Getting harder to think about it I know I cant hide it Cant deny what happened to us But I try anyway I don't know who I am Where you start and where I end It's underneath my skin And It's making me feel sick Im tired of the way That you make me feel insane You're stuck inside my brain And I want you to go away I did what I had to (forget) I will forget you Get you out of me (I wont) Let you infect me I know it's not your fault But you fucked everything up And I hate the way you look me in the eyes When it's nine o'clock And I'm dealing with the stuff That you left behind cause you were never strong enough To deal with anything To stop the pain Oh, you just kept letting him get his way with us And now I'm making up For all the shit you put us through I'm tired of holding the weight I don't know who I am Where you start and where I end It's underneath my skin And It's making me feel sick Im tired of the way That you make me feel insane You're stuck inside my brain And I want you to go away I did what I had to (forget) I will forget you Get you out of me (I wont) Let you infect me I don't know who I am Where you start and where I end It's underneath my skin And It's making me feel sick Im tired of the way That you make me feel insane You're stuck inside my brain And I want you to go away I did what I had to (forget) I will forget you Get you out of me (I wont) Let you infect me